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because every time I make one now it's for the same reason!!! D:< Now I know everyone takes this with a grain of salt... a very tiny, microscopic grain of salt,  but i am going to post some work that I've done! College and my gaming and writing obsessions have been getting in the way of the very thing I love most D: It's not that I haven't been having the urge to draw or anything, hell I have a lot of pictures of my drawings on my phone. I've just been.... lazy :/ and busy. Not a swell combination XD So i promise that once i post this journal at least ONE of my drawings will be posted ._. I am supposed to be doing a 5 page essay that's due tomorrow right now (was assigned 2 weeks ago *procrastinator, procrastinator, procrastinator >.<*) but i'm freakin' bored out of my mind .-. I think soon i'll start posting some of my Billy Bone works, i have to do that on Writerscafe as well. Haha XD this journal has turned more into a rant and to-do list ._. I am very sorry X_X please forgive my stupid.

Alright...I'm getting very PO'ed at myself for not keeping up with my DeviantART as much as I used to, like...4 years ago!!! I guess highschool kind of got me off track although I do have a lot of drawings...unfinished AND finished but still.... I'm just to lazy to take a good picture because:
       1-My camera sucks
       2-I suck at using a camera
       3-Did I mention my camera sucks?
The point is, it's a boring summer I've got nothing to do but fiddle around with a dumb camera and hang out with friends...improve on drawing. I looked back at my OLD sketches...damn they sucked. I'm redrawing them all better than before. My fashion drawings have turned more into costume work for my characters or halloween. Go figure. A lot of it is good for normal stuff too though. I'm still not the best but I'm getting better and better from practice. I can't wait to post certain things and everything is drawn without a reference of any type. I'm getting there...and I'm back...again....hopefully....maybe I won't have to write another one of these stupid journals >.<o

Hey everyone! I know, I know...'OMG!!! She's alive!!' I haven't drawn anything in a very long time. It's because I'm a writer/ drawing person. My mom loved to write and my dad was a painter/drawer. I don't know him but apparently that's where my drawing skills come from because no one else in my family CAN draw except my cousin.

Anyways, the reason why I haven't put up anything is because I go through these phases where I feel like only really drawing or only really writing and that's when my creativity comes out. This phase was an especially long one. Usually I can't go anywhere without my sketch book and in school you have to rip away from me during class... bad habit, but still.

Pretty soon I'm going to be putting up about two drawings, both my very own characters and possibly a couple more. I set up a lot of work for myself to keep me busy for the rest of the summer. Pretty soon I'm going to start redrawing my fashion designs onto characters too.

Ok, here's the deal.
For a while I have been wanting to try and do fashion, but my mom doesn't want me to do it saying that 'you don't really get any money' and 'it's not a good future.'

Quite personally, i don't care . I talked to my best buddy who convinced me to follow what I want to do but to have a backup plan. I have that backup plan and it's my major in school right now (journalism) . I guess I was kinda scared because of the reaction I got from my family when I first mentioned wanting to do fashion. I understand that it is hard to get into and get popular, but I'm willing to take the chance. Thanks buddy for all of the support!

So what I'm going to do until I move out and get a job is to keep a sketch book with my designs until I get to choose for myself what I want to do but without all the nagging and insults . I'm actually gonna have to teach myself how to do certain things I think.

So yeah, until I get a new sketch book, I'm sticking with my anime drawings and stuff. I have a backup in my list right now . Possibly before school starts I'll have half of the pics i started done. Hope to get a book soon for my fashion ideas.

that's right! i'm drawing MY version of Precious Miseries from Hot Topic. Quiet personally, not to be concieted I like my versions better! when my camera starts to work again i'll be putting up pics of what they look like!

I have even wrote down descriptions of how I want them and their names too!!:

-Teardrop
-Jackel-llyn
-Salene (going to be one of my favorites to draw)
-Frail
-Heart Breaker (done! finally!! )
-Misery (one of my personal faves)
-Lil' Red
-Ricky (a punkish girl one)
-Hatter (gonna be another fave to work on)
-Jewl

Characters I want to make into Precious Miseries (will look so adorable):

-Xehanort (Kingdom Hearts I)
-Marluxia (kingdom hearts: chain of memories)
-Zexion (kingdom hearts: chain of memories)
-Riku (kingdom Hearts I & II)
-Kairi (Kingdom Hearts I & II)
-Sora (Kingdom Hearts I & II)
-Axel (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Roxas (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Namine (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Organization 13 roxas from Deep Dive Video (Kingdom Hearts I & II)
-Xigbar (kingdom hearts II)
-Luxord (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Saix (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Larxene (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Vexen (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Xemnas (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Anti Sora (kingdomr Hearts I & II)
-Demyx (Kingdom Hearts II)
-Xaldin (Kingdom HEarts II)
-Lightening (Final Fantasy 13 Versus)
-Vice (Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus)
-Sephiroth (Final Fantasy)
-Balthier (Final Fantasy 12)
-Vincent Valentine (final fantasy 7: dirge of cerberus)
-Hagi (blood +)
-Nero (Devil May Cry 4)
-Dante (Devil May Cry 1-4)

Well, thats it for the small ones and I am making another one based on a classic story for children. Can't wait to get to all of these.